~ My BloG ~

Anson is a moody and an emotional rollercoaster. He has satirical moments; he’s cynical and can be quite a mental challenge. If you don’t like being intellectually stimulated you might as well leave him alone. He’ll never take you seriously unless you’ve challenged his to an argument - it’s what he wants in the end. If you give up the battle before it’s even started you won’t end up too far with him and he’ll forget you quicker than he can snap his fingers. You might not know why you’re doing it but for some reason you feel like you should and could play along.

Anson is not prejudiced in any way and can’t be easily impressed. He might even forget he wanted to do something really important and suddenly not care at all about it. He’s a highly independent individual but sometimes is vice versa. He’s being honest and if you’ve joined in the game you’ve entered the honors system. He’ll tell you whatever if he really trust u. If he doesn’t question you, you shouldn’t question him either.

He can do almost anything you ask him to. Just depends on how he trusts you and what relationship between you and him but he will did this for someone who not worst to because he’s gullible and weak sometimes. Btw, he’s a vengeful person (depends on who that person) so if anything or anyone have been unfair to him, he’ll create a bigger war and defeat the very thing he was heading for along with any other competition on the way. If you play nice, he can be friendly towards anyone and they won’t forget that too soon. So don try to betray him or play a fool with him.

He’ll have no trouble putting his life into order. He’ll surprise you with something that never would have crossed your mind. Sometimes he really don’t know how to express his own thought well, especially it’s an unhappy stuff. He is the one only want everyone beside him to be happy and try not to spoil people’s mood. He’s do like friends, he need someone who can make him smile, willing to give her hands when he’s in frown and remember him for being friends.

This is ANSON and he it’s me!

No doubt about it, I’ve not been myself lately. I’m trying to not heart broken or feel sad when the ones I love didn’t support me, “friends” I treated as friends just play me as a fool, act nicely when I face the ones I hate and etc. Am I have to be hypocrite like others do, do not treat everyone as friend in my own philosophy, cold and detached to who and how they treat me in their own ways? In fact, I’m so unsure as to who or what this “self” is I started feeling sorry for whoever bumps into me at random as they always see a different side of me.

I could just isolate myself from the rest of the world and journey on a trip to discovering my true self but spiritualism and self discovery just don’t cut it for me. I’m not sure I want to know who my real self is sometimes. I could identify a few of them and actually make them look like a Venn diagram. I reckon they do all have some common ground which is ‘myself’ but technically they’re so different from one another it becomes a huge blur and I just give up.

So, where is the real me?